I should be killed and suffer a slow death for my sin of constantly listening to Lady GaGa's songs >_<.

I am back (as if anyone cares XD). I think I noticed some of my LJ friends have deleted me from their friends list. I don't blame them. I haven't been active at LiveJournal for, what, 4-5 months. It's all because of Plurk. It's easier to blog for about one to two sentences than write an entire post. Of course, I could just post an entry that has a couple of sentences, images, etc. here everyday but that's just not my style :P. I also decided to just delete my account at Plurk to go back to blogging. Of course, I could have just kept it inactive without deleting it just to keep some online memories XD but I didn't like the thought of my karma points going down to zero.

I was planning to use my portable DVD player (which is pretty useless when used at the train or at the bus since the sound of the moving train or bus overpowers the sound coming from my earphones 0_o) and watch a movie since I still have two hours before my next class but I suddenly decided that I should go back to blogging at LiveJournal. I kind of missed blogging.

I am having another one of my fantasies and I can't keep giggling at the thought of it. I am afraid that if I keep thinking about it, it won't come true. I don't want to keep my hopes up anymore. And I also don't want to mention it to anyone else or even write about it here because, like I said, I don't want to hope too much for nothing. If there were only any hints...

I am in love with couple-on-the-run-films. It should be a new genre: couple on the run genre XD. But then again, only a few crime films have that kind of storyline. Only examples I can think of right off the bat right now are the movies Gun Crazy, They Live By Night, You Only Live Once, The Living End, Thelma and Louise, and the most famous of them all, Bonnie and Clyde (all of which are my favorites, except You Only Live Once, which is great but not on my top list).

"I've been kicked around all my life, and from now on, I'm gonna start kicking back." ~Annie of Gun Crazy~

The basic storyline that these movies follow are that the couple has a close bond (usually a romantic relationship), one of the pair or both of them have committed a serious crime (usually murder or stealing) and they plan to go away from their normal lives and just take a run for it, run from the law, and go to a faraway place and live their lives to the fullest with the money they have.

If we were to think psychologically why I love those kinds of films, maybe it's because deep down, I fantasize of escaping from society, not exactly being uncivilized but not being a part of it with its expectations it has for every one of us and the obligations that one has to society. I probably dream of being a real rebel, being kind of like a menace to the authorities and the society. And while I am on the run, I might as well have someone with me. It would be the two of us against the world. Nothing else is important; only our love for each other is the important thing and we couldn't care less for society. It's a fantasy, something you think about but usually don't do anything about it. Isn't that a wonderful fantasy? Just being with the one you love and care for the most and not caring about society's expectations from you?

I hate it so much when people promise to call later when they don't. Why the heck say you're going to call later when you won't? Or maybe, I am just making a big issue out of something small. I guess I just miss talking to my best friend, Ana. I haven't seen her since December and I haven't talked to her for a while now. Gosh, I miss her :(. I didn't even get to see her during our one-week break but I guess I didn't call her then because I wanted her to be the first to call >_<.

I am thinking of switching my LJ account to a paid account. I want more userpics :P. And having a paid account would surely make me update here more XD.